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Friday, December 31, 2010


Eto neh ..
Let's see ....
Since I`m going to sleep and 99.9% I won't be posting again till next year .. soo .. uhm ..

IT'S THE LAST DAY OF 2010 .
Many things happen .
I found the partial meaning of life .
I found Tech Crew .
I gain more confidence .
I`m going out more often. Which is better than rotting at home not knowing what's happening outside .
I realize my 2006 life led me to this kind of friends/peoples .

There's still others . But the main thing is .


I fall in love for real the first time but with someone I shouldn't be ... I guess .


hehs . Life is complicated .
But do think of in this way ;
There's someone who is happy that you're in this world and because of you , his/her life changed for the good .

Basically , just do what you wanna do . May hurt , it may not hurt . I dunno . But basically , just live your life to your own . It's your own life to control anyway .

There's no point looking back to the past . Why ? There's simply no reason for you to.

I know my blog's post . At least there would be a 'Emo post' once a week . But really , you don't have to mind it . XD .

And and . Maybe you don't know yet , but I will be cross dressing next year 2011 . I know right , it's kinda shocking . But yes . I`m tempted to do it and I`m gonna cross dress . As Hakurei Reimu .
If it a ... NOT SO FAIL . Then I will continue cross dressing/cosplaying , but if it a fail . I will stop . It will burn people eye if I continue .

Anyway , yeah . That's pretty much a peek into my future life . XD .
So .. Yeah . This will be pretty much .
The Last Post In 2010.

With all these said .
I hope you have a ...

HAPPY,REGRETLESS,PAINLESS AND WONDERFUL NEW YEAR !


See chiu next year ~ If I`m still alive then . XD .


12/31/2010 03:51:00 AM




Let's see .
As usual , went to Cine .
Though before that .
For the past 5hrs , I played Stepmania . Nonstop . My vision is full of arrrowwwwwwwwwww!!

Anyway , headed to Cine .
Only Hayate,Tako,Cicada,Abigail,Buddy,Lacus and Wongster were there .
Though Abigail went off soon .

Slack and played , Hayate,Tako and Wongster went to eat dinner .
Left me,Cicada ,Eden(who just arrived) and Lacus .
After we played awhile we also went down to eat dinner .

Ate dinner . Went back up , met everyone again . Except that now Izumi and Miyuki also appeared . XD .

Arcade closed and went homeeeeeeeeeee ~


12/31/2010 02:44:00 AM


Thursday, December 30, 2010


Lolol.
Back from Cine ..... 2 hrs ago . XD .
Anyway ;
Went .
Met ...
Izumi and Wongster sleeping on the sofa.
Bento playing PSP
Drago , Hayate , Mangkok and Rabidus playing Technika .
Lacus playing Jubeat
Buddy working .
Miyuki and Cicada doing nothing . LOL.

Played and stuff .
'Bout 9pm we went down to koufu to eat.

Then me,Izumi and Wongster were talking about Technika related ;
Izumi: heh ,I have Heart of Witch DJ Title Pattern .
Me : FFFFFUUUUUUUUUU !
Izumi: I also have Heart Of Witch DJ Icon .
Me : WTFFFF . Nvm . I shall get Sweet Dreams .
Wongster : Both cost 12k right ? So total 24k Max points
Izumi : Yeah .
Wongster: How you get that much ?
Izumi : Oh , just play Crew Race loh . Each can earn 'bout 1.2k Max Points .
Wongster: How many time you played ?
Izumi : 20games !
Me : That's a total of $40 ....
-----------Instant bad aura from Miyuki---------
Miyuki: *Angry stare at Izumi*
Izumi: (Whisper) Oh shit ...
Miyuki: HOW MUCH DO YOU HAVE LEFT IN YOUR CARD NOW ?!
Me: Maybe I shouldn't had said $40 ... Hehehs .


Ate . Miyuki ask Izumi something . Then Izumi is like .. nodding ?
Then he tell me ;
Izumi : It's fanservice . :)
Me: .. Uh ?

Miyuki was like fangirling then she took something out from her bag ...
Turn out to be a flower hairpin ......
She clip it on to Izumi's hair and turn and look at us ..
Izumi: Hie ~~
Me: ...*My hand move to my nose and do nosebleed action*
Wongster: *O.O*
Hayate: *Jaw drop + Saliva dripping action*
Rabidus : *Eating eating , turn and look at Izumi ... Drop spoon and mouth open*
Drago and Bento : WTF ?!
Cicada: Omggg ..
Lacus : *See... Stand up , walk to Izumi , and hook on to his hand*
Izumi: -.-!
Buddy : What the .. ?
Mangkok : WHAT THE HELL ?!
----Eden and Joe arrived----
Izumi: Eden ! Just nice !
Eden : Yo- ... WOOOOOOOHH
Joe : *Stare*


I know right .. XD .
Then Izumi was eating Dessert , Miyuki haven't ate dinner.
Then she say she want go KFC and take away some snackers .
Then I followed her , take away , then went back down .
Then everyone prepared to go back up .


Slack and played until Arcade close .
Then everyone went home .

Yep yep . :D


12/30/2010 02:17:00 AM


Wednesday, December 29, 2010




FINALLY .

Okay . Shall head to Cine now . ~.~


12/29/2010 06:05:00 PM




IIEE DITCH NOTCH GHOST TUUU SEESEEAIDSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!

Sick . :x .


12/29/2010 01:26:00 PM




I`m just kidding ~ XD .

You won't see any new scars/cuts on my hand/leg .
;3


12/29/2010 01:43:00 AM


Tuesday, December 28, 2010


AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
CCA IS TAKING UP MY PRECIOUS TIMMMMMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!
T_T


12/28/2010 08:02:00 PM




lul guess what ?
I seriously went ahead and sign up for a Twitter account .

So ... With that said ;
1st advertising of my twitter ~
http://twitter.com/#!/SaddyDotty

Gonna head to sleep soon .


12/28/2010 01:24:00 AM


Monday, December 27, 2010


Surprise surprise ...

I`m so bored I actually went ahead to upgrade the MSN . Downloaded Firefox . Install add-ons and custom Persona .

So anyway , you can contact me thru MSN now . Though I not sure why I`m back to my old nick . but hecks . wdv . Lazy change .

Now .
Download AVG and Stepmania CVS .

If I`m still don't have anything to do after that .
I`m probably gonna just sign up for a twitter account .
XD .



Yet again I feel like deleting her off from facebook when I suddenly saw a picture of her .


12/27/2010 11:44:00 PM




Eto neh .
This lappy I`m using now is asking me to update msn , and I don't want to . So I can't sign in .

So ... Just call me or sms me or Facebook me . To contact me .
:\.


12/27/2010 08:24:00 PM




Well you know . I`m quite lazy to blog on the Christmas eve and Christmas day itself .

So yes again . I`m gonna summarize everything .
Before that though . Merry Christmas ! XD .

24th :
Woke up . Do some facebooking and things . Went to Tamp . Then I`m kinda late to be honest . Packing stuff and such make me late . XD .

Anyway , reached . Sms Miyuki , but no reply . Then I called Cicada . He's at MRT .
Met him .. only alone ...

Cicada say he's waiting for Nekokit , while the others is at T1 playing Technika .
So I went up to find them . Cicada say he will call us down when Nekokit reach .

Went up , met Rest,Rabi,Drago,Bento,Colin,Zane,Hayate,Tako and Blade.

After a games or 2 , Miyuki who mysteriously disappeared just now fetch us and told us to go downnnn . Wore Christmas hat . XD .

At first I thought is Nekokit arrived . But is actually early preparation ... But still Neko haven't arrive . So Cicada suggested that we all go to Fairprice first while he wait for Neko .

Miyuki agree and we went over to Tamp Mall Fairprice ...
On the way , Cause I rmb Yuuki say he's working at TM's entrance ... Then ..
Saw him working at there and went over to him .. the big group conquering one working guy . XD .

Anyway after that , made our way to Fairprice , entered , grab a basket or 2 .
Then we kinda arguing what to get . and things .

Then Cicada arrived ... with Nekokit.... DRAWING A BLOODY HELL LOT OF ATTENTION . XD . Nekokit was cosplaying as Konata from Lucky Star in Santa's costume
---Edit , ugh , the photo is big . soo ..
just go to this link to see her pic ; http://i422.photobucket.com/albums/pp303/icefusionsg09/IMG_0143.jpg---
*Grabbed this from Nariko's blog*
Nekokit without the Santa's hat. She took it off . And so is the little pony tail on the head just like Konata , course it's kinda weird .XD.

. Then we kinda splited up , Me and Miyuki went away to get things ..
Then we look from a far to the crowd ..
Me: You can definitely tell something is not right if you didn't know someone is cosplaying in NTUC .
Miyuki: I know right ...


After that , went over to Miyuki's house .
Helped Miyuki prepare the food and steamboat .
Everyone enjoyy .
Ven arrived . Jin Cai arrived . Colin and Rest left ~ Abigail arrived ..

Until bout 10pm+ . Almost everyone left except Rabidus,Ven,Abi,Me,Miyuki(obviously) and Cicada . Cleared , wiped the table and stuff .
Then take a rest and watch TV . Miyuki went to sweep and mop the floor . Then she went to take a bath .
Ven playing Audi , Rabi playing Private Maple , Cicada and Abi talking to each other and I watching TV .

About 1am++ , Izumi arrived from his Church/House hopping Christmas .

Then I think I sorta dozed off on the Mattress on the floor Miyuki set up . Then I dunno how I woke up but yeah . It was about 2AM , Ven already sleeping on the sofa . Rabi still playing Maple . Abi and Cicada watching TV(I think) , Miyuki and Izumi sitting with me on the Mattress , also watching TV .
Then I think I went to touch Miyuki's leg skin again . Till I dozed off . -.-" ..

----To be continued ; 25th(Christmas)'s event----
3:42AM .
-Continued ; 7:09PM-
25th :

Miyuki woke me up at about 10:30AM . Waking everyone up I mean .
Then when she wake me up , I was half-asleep . Then I`m like ..
*Touch touch... Ahhh .. So comfy ...rub rub ... goes back to sleep .*
>_>" You probably also know what I`m touching .

Anyway , everyone woke up . Izumi already went off before we woke up .
Ven is still dead at the sofa .

Miyuki's mum made breakfast for us .
After that Ven woke up , both of us went off .

Went home , put down my lappy , bathed and such .

Then took Cab down to Stadium MRT .
Exactly $9 . lol .
Walked around ... Then ... Smses Lacus where are they .
They were at Leisure Park KFC .
So I went up and found ...
Rest,Lacus,Kyo,Blade,Tako,Hayate,Dennis,Colin and Izumi .

We were like , raiding the whole KFC places . XD .
Miyuki,Rabidus,Cicada and Abigail arrived together .

Went to queue for Ice skating ticket , but apparently it's over crowded, and they told us to come back 1hr later . So we went to arcade on the same level . Parapara .

Some of us got bored , so we went to queue for ticket . and things .

Had a lot of fun during the Ice skating . :D .

Went to Cine after that for dinner and double top up for those who have money .
Then head over to Izumi's house for extra party .




Rawrrrrr . I already summarize on the 25th lol . Too lazy already . Just came back from CCA . And is really keeping me from having more sleep . :\ .
Can't even go meet with the peeps at Cine . D: .
Thursday , Friday . >_>" .
Day is getting closer .


12/27/2010 02:41:00 AM


Friday, December 24, 2010


OKAY LOL WUT ?
I FIXED THE PROBLEM . XD .
Apparently it's caused by some bracket I opened on that post .

I KNOW RIGHT . XD .


12/24/2010 02:54:00 PM




Anyway .
Headed to Edward's house .
Took bus 21 , alighted somewhere near Loyang Point and walk to his house ...
Though on the way ...
.....

Slipper spoil . ._."

Walked barefoot all the way till his house ...
lol. All the people walking past me either ;
1. Recognize me
2. Stare at me like no one business
3. Fangirled-gossip over me . (I was quite handsome)


...At Edward's house ;
Edward: OMG ! ZHIXIAN ! LONG TIME NO SE-EH ?! WHAT HAPPEN TO YOUR SLIPPERS?!
Me: Ello~ It spoiled on the way walking here ..
Edward: You pro! Hahas .

-Enter-
Brian: Look like someone who is from an arcade gang called tech ... something .....
Me: Hahas .. *Went to the toilet to wash legs and hands* *Got back out*
Brian: And they play the game called ... tech .. tech something uh ..
Me: Technika .
Brian: Ah yah , Technika .. Then still got the DJ something .


Brian was in Edward's house . so yeah . XD . My 2 closest childhood friend reunion ! XD .

Stayed at his house till 'bout 9pm .
Then went off ... Though before that .
Edward help me fix my slippers . Thank you~..
But because there's no superglue/glue ...
He used PLASTER .. for I dunno why , but he say it will definitely work .
Then he use plastic tape around my slippers .
Edward: I know it's kinda weird , but it will work temporary .
Me: Yeah , at least till I get home . Hahas .


Reached home . and things . yeah .. XD .

Pot Luck ! at Miyuki's house ! XD .


12/24/2010 02:02:00 AM




The relationship is fake .
I dunno why , I feel so much more better .


12/24/2010 01:55:00 AM


Thursday, December 23, 2010


Look like I finally update the music on my blog . XD .
If you needa know the song ...

ELISHA - DJ Yoshitaka .


12/23/2010 02:43:00 PM




OKAY .. SOMETHING'S WRONG WITH MY BLOG . LOL.


Edit: there's nothing to fix ...
So .. GOOD LUCK . XD .


12/23/2010 01:41:00 PM




Hahas . I`m home ! XD .
I went out on Tuesday 2pm + ,
And reached home on Thursday 12am . How awesome am I ? XD .
Anyway .

Well , isn't really much .
On Tuesday ,
went to Tamp to actually meet up with Miyuki to shop shop again .
But she went to cut hair , so I went to walk around .
Bought a boring key-chain as Christmas present for Janice since she's flying over to Japan on ... uh. Today(Thursday)

Went to find Miyuki at the hair salon store she's having hair cut at.
After awhile , she's done ... and .. >.>" . Can't help but laugh to be honest . Bangs . XD .

After that , walk around in Tamp mall ,then to Tamp 1 Diva store . Miyuki bought something for Janice and for herself also, then head to Cinele- I mean , Dhouby Ghaut .
...
ON THE TRAIN . SOMETHING . CUTE . YET . CREEPY . YET . EPIC . HAPPEN .
-3 man in army/ncc uniform enter the train-
*Me and Miyuki were doing our own stuff*
-one of the man suddenly raise his hand to stretch or something...-
-Something fell from the uniform...-
...*Me and Miyuki looked at it ..*
Miyuki : ...What's that ?
Me: No idea..
*Take out and wore my specs..*
Me: -Stare for 3 secs- ... It's .. moving ...
Miyuki: .. Look like a Millipede .
Me: ... What the hell ...
-Suddenly the man NEARLY step on it-
*Miyuki got shocked and grabbed on to my arm*
Me: /facepalm and laughing .
Miyuki: OMG , OMG . HAHAHAHAS ..
-Man step on it, It curled into a circle .-
Me: /facepalm again
Miyuki: OMG! . R.I.P Worm .. wdv it's ..
-Man step on it again-
Miyuki: ... I pity it now ..
Me: Same here...
--'bout 4mins later--
*Me and Miyuki was into our phone*
**The Millipede , from curled position , into straight position ...**
Me and Miyuki :*Look up..* .... What the fuck ?
Miyuki: Omg! It revived!
Me: ... I guess so ...
*Millipede moving toward Miyuki direction ..*

LOL . ----- Reached Dhouby Ghaut .

Went to Daiso to buy stuff , then to Spotlight to buy something Miyuki's mom want .

Took bus to Somerset , then walk to Cineleisure .
Then Miyuki was scared that Izumi will laugh at her because of her hair ..
So I lent her my jacket to hide , because my jacket have hood . XD .

Went up ... Turn out Izumi already went off because Miyuki didn't answer his phone call/reply his sms . And Miyuki started feeling bad . >_>" .
Janice was there as well. Ate her cookies ... FFFFFUUUU NICE . <3 ..
Then she was playing Technika ..
Asked Buddy ;
Me: Where's Janice bag?
Buddy: Huh ? Uh .. *Look for Janice's bag* There .
Me: *Take out my X'mas present and put it in her bag*


After awhile , Janice is about to head off , so she check her bag to make sure her stuff are there .. Then ...
Janice: *Take out my present* What's this ?
Cicada: O.o ? Let me see *Take...about to check..*
Me: *Kick Cicada leg and take the present*
Cicada: OWW!
Me: *Look at Janice*
Janice: *Looking at other direction*
Me: *Throw my present into her bag*


She headed off . Then I was like . Hais . Then Miyuki asked if I want to play some more before we head to Izumi's house . I was hesitating , but I end up playing Technika anyway ....
Though before I play Technika , I was checking if there's anything under my bag, because it's kinda like . Not balance ? Then ... I found my present . ._."
Me,Cicada and Miyuki: ... UHHHHH?
Me: JANICEE!!! *Angry yet happy*
Miyuki: Hurry up go run after her.
Me: OKAY! *Call her phone while running*
-----Took lift down , and ran across the road----
Janice: *Finally picked up phone* Hello ?
Me: Janice , where are you ?
Janice: Uhh .. In Somerset MRT ?
Me: Are you inside yet ?
Janice: Yeah ....
Me: Ahh ... Then you can come up for awhile ?
Janice: Sorry , can't . I'm in a rush. Why ?
Me: You dropped something .
Janice: Omg. Really ? What it is ? It is important ?
Me: a Christmas present .
Janice: Omg. Whose ? It's Kitty's(Miyuki) ? No wait , I know her present is inside my bag .
Me: My present ...
Janice: ... Eh ? Did you give me one ?
Me: Yeah , though I throw it into your bag.
Janice: ... What .. ?
Me: Ah well , nevermind ,I shall pass it to you some other time . XD .
Janice: Okay ..
Me: Ah right, are you coming to Cine tomorrow?
Janice: I dunno , might be , might not .
Me: Okay . See you~
-End call-


Goes back up . >.>" and played Technika .
Then she sms me about just now , and yada yada .

Went to Izumi's house with Miyuki first .
Rabidus and Cicada came over later .

Overnighted at Izumi's house cause I was too lazy to go home . :\ .

----Shall blog till here for now , will continue when I wake up . Too tired . XD .----
3:33AM .
-Continued ; 11:53AM-

They have a Assassin Creed marathon at night because they .. or maybe only Miyuki want to know the whole story . So we were watching .. Then .. Suddenly . I fell asleep . for awhile.
And look like everybody also got bored watching including Miyuki . So Izumi end up quitting the game cause everybody got bored , and went to Youtube to watch random funny clips . >.>"

After a few clips , we were hungry , so Izumi went to cooked instant noodle for us. His special recipe . But I got my own cup noodle . So yeah .

Though while he was cooking . Me , Cicada and Miyuki were discussing about the Christmas outing.
Eating , I saw Izumi noodle ... LOOK NICE . Stole some from Cicada .
FUCKING NICE . D: I WANT ! .
Izumi: You already have your own noodle , too bad . :D
Me: D:


Went back up , after a few more clips , Izumi went to sleep at his room .
Me and Miyuki also tired , so we went ahead and sleep first .
Cicada used Izumi lappy , Rabidus play Xbox 360 .

And it was cold .. So Miyuki ask me to grab the brother's blanket from Izumi room and we share the blanket . >_>'' .
Have trouble sleeping .. Because;
1. I`m sleeping with a female .
2. She's a girlfriend of someone .
3. Cold .

Was kinda afraid I do something , but I need the blanket ... TOO COLDD . D: .
So I just kinda prayed I don't do anything . >_>" .

Woke up for awhile in the morning , though I dunno what time was it .
Izumi , Miyuki , Me and I think Cicada also , woke up . FOR AWHILE .....
Rabidus just went to sleep after playing 'Assassin Creed: Brotherhood' since I went to sleep . Pro . XD .
Izumiyuki went to Izumi room to sleep , Cicada using the lappy .
I got the whole blanket to myself, and sleep .

Sometime in the afternoon . About 2PM , everyone except Rabidus went down to eat lunch at the dinning table . Chicken Chili Porridge . Niceeeeee . XD .

Went up again ... And fell asleep . LOL. XD .

'Bout 5pm , everybody including Rabidus and Izumi finally goes out of Izumi house .
Rabidus and Cicada heading home .
I got nothing to do so I followed Izumiyuki to Tamp .

Went to shop shop again . XD .
Miyuki bought her shoes .
Me and Miyuki shared money and bought a Card Holder for Izumi .
Went to eat dinner at Kopitiam .
Bought many different brands of chocolate for x'mas outing .

Then 10PM . Then finally decide to head ho- not .
Izumi is fetching Miyuki home , then I was like .. Okayyy , Then I shall head home .
Izumi: Eh ? You not going Miyuki's house?
Me: ... Uhh .. *Speed thinking* Ehh ...*look at watch ; 10:05PM .* Okay .


So we went to Miyuki's house ...
Okay , look normal . XD .
The parents wasn't home . Though the brothers are at home .
I dunno why though , but I think I saw the brother before , but I dunno where . -.-" .
Well nvm . Washed our legs , then put my bag in Miyuki room .
I see more Domo . XD .
Went to the living room and sit on the sofa , watching the TV that's turned on .

Then Miyuki took her bowl of fried rice(?) and sit on the sofa and watching TV also .
Izumi was using her lappy so yeah . ~.~"

Then sooner or later , her mum came home .
Greeted her . Then continue watching TV ...

Then Miyuki was talking with her mum .. Then ;
Miyuki: My mum got scared by you ...
Me: Uhh ... Why ?
Miyuki: Cause suddenly got 2 extra boy in my house mah .
Me: Oh ... I see .. >.>'' ..


Then while watching TV with Miyuki , I was like . "ugh , need to do something ."
Then I actually went ahead and touch and rub Miyuki's wrist . >_>" ..
Then the mother actually kinda stared at us when she went in and out of her room . >.>"

When we were heading home .
Miyuki: My mum talked to me and asked ; which one is your boyfriend ?
Miyuki: Then I say the one sitting down using the computer loh .
Me: I`m 4 yrs younger than you . >_>"
Izumi: Right . XD.


Headed home . and things .



UWAAHHH finally write finish . -.-'' . 1:37PM .
Miyuki just smsed me that her mum is still bothered by yesterday incident .
Ughhhhhhh . I feel so guilty . >_>"

Anyway , going Edward's house later !!! OMGGG , SO LONG NEVER SEE HIM OR GO TO HIS HOUSE !!


12/23/2010 01:03:00 AM


Tuesday, December 21, 2010


GG.
I got CCA today , but I overslept . -.-" .


12/21/2010 11:10:00 AM




Hehs .
So after my haircut I went to meet Miyuki at Tamp . Though she came later cause she have to do house chores . XD .

So before she came I went to Tamp 1 and played Technika .
Met up with her and then went to walk around because she say Izumi is coming for awhile .
So yeppppppp .
Meet Izumi , on the way to Century Square , bought Takoyaki from Pasa(?) Malam with Izumi , den go go go go ....... Outside of Century Square and eat .

Then go inside Century Square , coz the purpose of the day is Miyuki want to go shopping . So I accompany her because Izumi got camp .. So Miyuki asked if I`m free. >.>"
Well that's day !

Anyway , Izumi went off at about 6pm . I met Miyuki about 5pm , Izumi meet us at bout 5:20pm .

Walk around abit more before we head to Bugis .
In the train , talked about life and stuff .

Reached Bugis , headed to Iluma , cause Izumi want us to buy something for someone Christmas's present . But out of stock . >_>"
So walk around abit, enter the Otaku house .......
And we . saw . Icecold/Maurice . I didn't know he work in Iluma o.o .
I know he work in Otaku House though . But . XD . So unexpected ..

After that went to Bugis street . Walk walk . until 8Pm . Went to eat dinner at Bugis Junction . Then walk abit in Bugis Junction , then goes back to Bugis Street . until about 9:30pm .
Went back to Bugis Junction there again and go around . XD .

About 10PM , finally take MRT home , though we took the long way ...
Bugis -> City Hall -> Dhouby Ghaut --Circle Line-->Paya Lebar -> Tamp .

Took the train with Miyuki to Tamp . Then when we reached the bus interchange my bus arrived , so I left 1st . XD .

I will be going shopping with her again tomorrow and Wednesday .
Considering buying a school bags . XD .


12/21/2010 02:00:00 AM


Monday, December 20, 2010


Officially 200th post . After a long time . XD .

Anyway . Went to get a hair cut just now .
And I felt bad for the Lady cutting my hair , cause I pwned her twice in the convo ...
Lady : Ah boy , you working or studying ?
Me : Studying .
Lady : Oh . Poly,JC or Uni ?
Me : Secondary .
-...Awkward Silence...-
Lady : Then you studying Sec.4 or Sec.5 ?
Me : Sec.2 . Next yr Sec.3
-Hair cut finish-
Lady: $8 please .


Happy 200th post bloggy ~ XD .
Reward :
A photo of my haircut !


AND DON'T GET SHOCK BY THE CHICKEN BEHIND ME . XD .


12/20/2010 02:46:00 PM




Hurhur .

Woke up , do my business in the toilet including bathing .
Changes,Facebooked and head off to Cine to watch the Jubeat competition . XD .

Reached . Met Rest,Ernest(AKA Bento AKA Dango AKA Bastard),Colin,Lacus and Jerico .
Buddy was one of the people to record the Jubeat scores . So yeah . He got no time to slack ! XDDD .

Ven also arrived to watch and top up his Timezone , coz there's promo(top $20 get extra $10).
Then I walk around the arcade for awhile , saw Cicada playing PIU . XD . Went to poke him .
Then I went to take a rest at the 'L' shape sofa , and Yuuki arrive! XD !.
He bought me drinks . Lychee Yogurt . Never had one . So I tried ..
IT'S SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO GOOOOOOOOOOD ! XD .
I finish drinking it in 3mins though . LOL. XD.
Janice also arrived to watch/hang around .
Ven left soon, he got lunch/dinner with his friend . X| .
Izumi arrived after Ven left about 10 mins .

Jubeat compy continued until about 6PM ; Rest left about 4:30PM to head to Boon Lay to book in for his CD . >_<" .
It's the usual people who are the top 3 again ; Z-Omega,Lexus- and Zeus .
So since Zeus is the top , he will be representing Singapore in Japan for the upcoming compy . XD . Good luck-desu .

Anyway , Ven came back . He said he went to eat at dbg with his friend . His friend went home , so he played at dbg ... and they have offer Zone-X , Top up $30 get $30 extra free .. -.-"

Drago somehow mysteriously appeared . XD .
Then anyway , since the Jubeat compy ended, Buddy end his work for the day. We(Yuuki,Janice,Ven,Drago,Me,Lacus) played Jubeat for awhile . Then Ven left already . Play Technika etc . Miyuki came too.. So late . XD.
Then we head for dinner .
Bento and Drago got impatient and went ahead to eat dinner ahead of us first . So we dunno where both of them went to eat . XD .

Went to eat at Grafiti Cafe .. But because they only sell Wanton Noodles , Lacus and Buddy are both muslims , so they went to eat at Koufu instead .

So only Cicada , Colin , Izumi , Janice , Me , Miyuki and Yuuki .
Though as usual Yuuki didn't eat . ~.~" , So I bought him a drink anyway . Wahahahaha .

So anyway , dinner have seriously kinda 'killed' everyone .
We were all talking and talking . Then I dunno how come it became so funny .....
Actually I think I remember . LOL.
-When I have the time I will edit this part. XD.-

Because the whole conversation is too funny and win , we decide to head back up asap . XD.
Though Yuuki, Janice and Colin leaving ... D: .
Well anyway , Janice want to buy the candy , so she bought the 'One long thing'.
Well yeah , apparently there's this Candy store vender at the 1st level of Cineleisure .
Precisely , just like 'One long thing' sounded very wrong . So is 'Threesome' .
'One long thing' cost $3.50
'Threesome' cost $10 .
There's only these two . -.-''

Anyway , Because Janice bought it , Colin also wanna buy ..
Followed by Lacus and Izumi ..
Then the saleswoman told them ;
Since the three of you buying , why not just buy threesome?

Me , who was standing at the side ... Bang my head on to the wall instantly . I MEAN . SERIOUSLY ? WTF ? SHE JUST SAID THAT WITHOUT ANY ... FEELING . SHE'S OVER 9000 !
She even have this face that say ;
What wrong with you guys? Are you guys little kids?

Because the crew was like .. lololololol . can hear the laughter that's so soft .
Miyuki was standing with me , she also lol like mad . But she didn't catch what the saleswoman said , so I told her ... and she FALL(Fall and laugh loudly) . She really died of laughter . ~.~" . Then Lacus bought , and ask Miyuki if she want one ... and that's her limit . So I had to bring her up to the Arcade first with Cicada .. Then I went back down . Originally plan to go Cheers and buy drinks . But side tracked and forget about it lol.

Then Colin,Yuuki and Janice went off.
Went back up to Arcade with the rest .
Play , slack around and finally head home .

Whew .
Finally wrote finish . XD .
Was msning with friends , facebooking and touching my hair :x .

I`m cutting my hair tomorrow you see . T_T .
So anyway .. See you ~ XD .
4:16AM .



I ♥ everyone.


12/20/2010 02:26:00 AM


Sunday, December 19, 2010


Lol . Just msned with Ven .
Turn out he actually not in the qualifer .
The staff made a mistake . X| .
Still . I guess I will still be going Cine anyway .



Sooner or later I`m go crazy.


12/19/2010 02:23:00 AM




As usual . Cine .

Meet Rest,Colin,Kyo and 2 of Kyo's friends at Cine .
Stuff and stuff happen .
Buddy arrived for his work .
Cicada and Wongster appear .

Do our stuff ....

Then I remember Val is coming today . Then she end work at 5PM .
It was 6pm when I remembered , so I sms her ..
Me: Where are you ?
Val: Walking to Cine.
Me: Oh okay . XD .


Played PIU Freestyle .
Then Val appear behind me
Got shocked . ~.~"

Haven't seen her in a long time . XD .

Kyo and his friends went to watch movie .
So it's left with Me, Val , Rest , Colin , Cicada and Wongster .

Went to eat dinner ...
Then .. was finding seat ..
Rest found a table , and we walked over there ....
*Someone who sitting down kicked Colin*
Me and Colin *O.O? Stare*
Janice : Hello~
Me and Colin : Eh ?!

Janice was with her friend having dinner together .

Janice and Colin talked , so I ahead with Cicada and Val to Ian there .
Settled down . Went to buy my food ..
Jin Cai(Walking pass-by with his food): Hello Zhixian
Me : O.O Hello!

Yeah , Jin Cai was here also .

Had dinner , talked awhile .. Then Jin Cai, Hayate and Tako came by .
And Jin Cai showed us this also ...

This should be in STOMP.


Went up to the Arcade together .
Janice was already at the Arcade playing Technika .

Walk around in the Arcade .
Lacus arrived also .

Usual things happen .
Val went off .
Followed by Janice .
Followed by Wongster .
Then about 10:45PM , Me, Rest and Colin went off also .

And now . Reached home . Blog and Facebook . :)
Tomorrow , Ven's having Jubeat tournament at Cineleisure 12PM , so I will be there to support him . Or I`m afraid he will have a hard time coping with the atmosphere...



I`m totally paying half-attention now..


12/19/2010 12:07:00 AM


Saturday, December 18, 2010


It's painful .
But still , must endure .

Heading off to Cine .


12/18/2010 03:50:00 PM




Took Night rider after a long time . XD .
Anyway ...

Headed to Cine as usual .
1st person : Izumi .
Playing Technika .
Beside the Technika ... ._." A wheelchair .
Next person : Julian/Wongster
Asked him ;
Me: What's with the wheelchair?
Wongster: Oh , Izumi apparently sprain his leg/foot .
Me: ... What... ?

*Am amaze he still can play Technika*
Next person : a random girl playing Technika at the other side.
See see .. then walk away ...
Next person : Miyuki ; at Para para .
Me : *Waves at Miyuki while walking toward her.*
Miyuki: SADDY ! DID YOU SEE THE WHEELCHAIR ?!
Me: Yeah I did ...
Miyuki: OMG RIGHT?
Me: I know right .. What the hell happen anyway ?
Miyuki: He told me he's using the wheelchair to go Cine, and I asked him to stop . But too late , he's already at Aljunied(when his house is at Tanah Merah).
Me and Miyuki : ... /run facepalm.exe

Walked back to Izumi there .. And he finish his game .
Asked him ;
Me: What with the wheelchair ?
Izumi: Oh ! It's for Lacus .
Me: .. What ?
Izumi: Cause last time Lacus sick what , but still come Cine . Then he no energy walk , so I bring a wheelchair for him loh! But too bad he not coming today .
*Julian join in the conversation*
Julian: You goes that far huh ...
Me: */run tacticalfacepalm.exe


Walk around in the arcade for awhile , since the game I wanna play is on use .
then ...
*Kyo has appeared!*
He went to play PIU . So yeah , just follow him.
And then see someone ; Buddy . ~.~"

Kyo asked me for my E-amuse card , so I lent him and told him the pin no. . X| .
Technika empty !
Played , die on D2 . haiya.
Kyo passed me back my E-amuse and went off somewhere else . ~.~
Then.... suddenly I hear PIU sound .
*JIIIIIIIIIII*
Oh , it's Cicada . XD .
Asked him to let me play last round . So yeah .
~ Freestyle ~
Raymond arrived !
After that , I swipe 1 credit , and asked Cicada for the USB .
Failed Fit Bunny on 1st round XD. Wasn't too prepared .
Then play freestyle until last song .
Fit bunny again . And passed . Prepared . XD .

Was sweating like mad , so went to the 'Let's go Island!' machine which is behind the Technika machine .
Miyuki and the random girl was talking . So went to their direction .
Announce : I pass fit bunny again . XD .
Miyuki was like 'wow' . again .
Then the random girl was like . staring at me ... till I finally notice .
*Uh , shit . Could she be Janice?*
Me: Um . She's Janice right ? Hieeeeeee~
Miyuki: .. Are you that tired ?
*Janice face isn't happy at all , walked away.*
Me: No .. Just couldn't recognize her cause she wasn't wearing her spectacles..
Miyuki : Oh , I see ..

>_>"


*Sorry , I`m tired now . So I`ma go sleep first . I will edit this post when I`m free. *
*4:24AM*
**Continuee;1:15PM**

Doing what we want to do(Technika,PIU,Jubeat,,Para para,slacking). Then I saw Yuuki arrived ! Then Ven , also just arrived . XD .
After that . Mangkok also arrived. -.-''

Then I got bored , so I went to the 'L' shape sofa to slack .
With Miyuki , Janice and Izumi(on the wheelchair playing PSP).
Suddenly ..........
Some random guy *a Malay word*! at Izumi's ears
Me : ... O.O ...
Random guy turn out to be Rest.
Me : OMG ! REST !
*Rest walked away to say hi to other peeps.*
Me : *Stare abit more...* "Oh shit."
Me : I dunno who is that ~
Miyuki : I know right ...
Izumi : EH IAN ! YOU WANT ME TO BECOME DEAF AH ?!


Sooner or later Drago and Bento arrived . XD.

Then everyone decide to head for dinner , except Buddy who is working at the Arcade , Bento and Drago who decide to remain in Cine .

Janice want KFC , so everyone head to KFC while I go withdraw money
I had Izumi carried my laptop since he have 'VIP' seat .
Withdraw , went to KFC ....
Me: Where you guys seating?
Raymond: Picnic .
Me: Oh okay .

Everyone ordered their things and take away .

Then we head to Scape 4th Level , somewhere at the corner and eat .
Before I head up though , Yuuki went with me to Cheers to buy drink...
Because I already drink finish my drink on the way to Scape >.>" .

Well then anyway . Eat . The peeps have fun with the Wheelchair...
By peeps .. I mean the usual people ...
Rest,Mangkok,Izumi and Ven .

While eating , Lacus called me ...
Me: Hieee
Lacus: Saddy , are you guys still at Cine ?
Me: Um no , we at Scape having dinner .
Lacus: Uhhh ..... Okay . Then is anyone at Cine ?
Me: Buddy is working . Bento and Drago are there .
Lacus: Okay , is Rest with you guys btw ?
Me: Yeah ...
Lacus: Help me rub his head for Good luck . XD .
Me: Uhhhh okayy . XD .
Lacus: Okay la, I dunno if I`m still going Cine but if I`m going I will call again la .
Me: Okay .
-Hang up-


----3 mins later----

Lacus arrived at our area . -.-'' ...

Miyuki: How he know we at here ?
Me: He called me just now .


Janice went to toilet , then Miyuki talk to me .
Miyuki: hurhur , you want Janice picture ? I have them in my Camera
Me: I have one too in my handphone ...
Miyuki: I mean , from just now photoshoot .
Me: Ah no tha- Wait photoshoot ?
Miyuki: Yeah , she just now cosplay as Ranka in Christmas costume .
Me: Ooo . I see . No wonder why she need peeps for today noon .
Miyuki: Yeah.

Janice came back .

After I helped everyone(except Ven) throw their rubbish away . We went back to Cine .
While waiting for the Lift to go up to the Arcade level , Tako appeared . XD .

Went up , and Hayate also appear . XD .

Stuff happen ...
*Grab this from Ven blog .*

From the left : Me, Miyuki, Cicada , Ven(on the wheelchair) , Izumi and Lacus hiding behind Izumi .

Stayed till 1:45am , then took NR7 with Miyuki and Izumi ..

Well that's all for today . XD .
2:24PM .


I mean it when I said I don't really give a damn anymore and just go along with the flow ...


12/18/2010 03:52:00 AM


Friday, December 17, 2010


Scrap that when I said I pass Allegro Con Fuoco Crazy constantly . I forgot how to play it LOL..

But I`m probably leaving that alone and go ahead with Freestyle/Nightmare .
Getting damn interested in them already .
Passed ; Freestyle
Moonlight
Pump Me Amadeus
Allegro Con Fuoco
Beethoven Virus
Mission Incredible (Arcade best , though not so high.)
July -Euro Mix- (Arcade best , though not so high too.)
Rock Robotic OS Mix


Gonna try out more song soon . Like Gargoyle .

Next , I`M GETTING TO INTERESTED IN PARA PARA . OMFG . XD . I`m trying to do my own move already . Using Leg as well . But I still need to know the Sensor place . I think I`m always standing on the right sensor . ~.~"

NEXT ,
I. PASSED. D2. HD. ON. POP!
WAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAHA .
(But I failed on Superspeed Set . /facepalm.)

Anyway , passed my PSP to Tako . Since she say she want it , so I lent it to her .
Got no game to play anyway . ~.~"

Think that's all for this post ...
Oh wait , let's end off with a picture .



You won't understand unless you seen me playing it before ... Which I doubt anyone actually know since it isn't released on the internet yet .
It's a chart made by Me and Cicada . :D


12/17/2010 12:58:00 AM


Wednesday, December 15, 2010


I don't care what you wanna tell Janice .
She isn't my girlfriend .
She's just a girl I love .

Officially as starting from now, I can't give a damn about telling her what I feel.

It's much better this way .

I won't regret if she went into a relationship .

Thank you .

With that said, I regretted making cuts on my hand .

Tch.. Can't believe I actually fell down this much .


12/15/2010 09:37:00 PM




How the hell did I actually lost sight of my own ?
Can't believe that I actually even wanna go and confess .
What the hell .

It's so much better to just watch . And wait for things to happen .


12/15/2010 09:32:00 PM




Ignored .
Really .
I don't give a damn already .
I`m just gonna continue what I have been doing since 4/5yrs ago .


12/15/2010 08:02:00 PM




Rot .


12/15/2010 02:49:00 PM




Ohmmgeeeeee .

I`m getting hook to Para Para . -.-''


12/15/2010 12:25:00 AM


Tuesday, December 14, 2010


Hurhur , I think the cuts on my hands might make people think that I`m in a gang fight . ~.~"
That's the only reason why I`m actually wearing Jacket almost every time you see me .


12/14/2010 05:20:00 PM




Should I remove her as a friend from Facebook ?
I just can't take it . Neither do I want to see her face/pictures nor her name .
I'm gonna start dying soon .

FML. I'm so screw up.


12/14/2010 04:25:00 PM




What's life to you? Since it's always changing...

Rested kinda well ..
Did the usual routine(heading to Cine).
Honestly , I`m never taking bus 65 once it hit 5PM . It took about 1hour to reach Somerset .
Anyway. At first, no one I knew was in the arcade . So I went ahead and play Tech ... Then Jerico AKA Ian LIM arrived .

After a game of Tech , Rest and Ven arrived .
Apparently they went to Scape before coming Cine .. or they came to Cine , then Scape , and back to Cine .

Anyway , after a few more game of Tech . We went to eat dinner at Koufu(It's the money-worth food place) at basement .
Talked for awhile before ordering our food and such .

Went to Cheers after that to buy drinks and Rest to buy his portable charger .

Went back to Cine and yeah . Tech , PIU and Jubeat session .
Eden arrived about 1hr after our dinner .
Lacus arrived about 30mins after Eden . XD .

Me , Ven and Rest have a D2 NM Roulette . Fun , but I pretty much screwed the whole thing up . hahahas .

Arcade closes . Sit at our usual 'L' shape Sofa outside the Arcade .
Eden was hungry so he ate the food Lacus brought for us(thank you~).
Talk talk talk .
Then Me , Rest and Ven was busy webcamwhoring(I brought my lappy) and post on Facebook .

Going off , so we headed down . Rest needed to go back home asap , so he decide to cab home and asked if i wanna go along with him , since both of us stay at the east side .
Yeah , sure . Of course .

Say our good bye to Lacus , Eden and Ven .

Cab with Rest .
Rest then was talking to me about how Tech crew started , all the memories and things up till today . I`m down there , nodding , mm-ing and things . Because that's all I can do/say .

Reached my area . I left the cab , and wave good bye to Rest . and cried . a little .

You're never alone. Don't say tech crew , but the peoples from the tech crew are always in your heart . I always thought of you as the leader of the crew . I`m glad and happy to have met you , Rest .

Side-note : Rest is entering Civil Defense to do his 2yrs National Service today(Tuesday).


12/14/2010 02:55:00 AM


Monday, December 13, 2010


I`m not a bastard this time . Too lazy.

Yesterday EOY was fun . Though I was pretty tired through out the whole event , haven't been sleeping well past few days due to Terminal 3 and STGCC .

Anyway ,
Woke up , took bus to AMK .
From AMK took train to Woodlands .
Waited for Lacus and then head to Republic Poly , where EOY is held at .

*Reach*
My first impression :
... IS THIS A POLY ?! OMG ! IT'S SO AWESOME !! >.<

Anyway , met Abigail and then enter . I paid for Lacus entrance's ticket because he have no $$ until his boss transfer his salary to his bank acc. later .
Abigail then went ahead with her group of friend , so yep .
Me and Lacus walk around and things . Wahahhaha.

Rest called me soon , and yeah . We went out to the bus stop and waited for him .

Lacus : It's 169
Me : Is Rest inside ?
Lacus : I dunno ....
Lacus : I SEE A BEANIE !
Me : O.O.. OH , I SEE IT TOO !


Yep yep , Rest was wearing a beanie once again . XD .

Went back in , met up with Abigail and then went to the school canteen ...
~.~ so awesome ...
Anyway , check the only 1 store open ; 'Wrap' .
nothing much to eat , so yeah .
Me , Lacus and Abigail gonna die of hunger . ~.~

Just in time , Cicada called me .
Apparently he is at Woodlands MRT , good .. Told him what bus to take and etc..
Hanged up .
Lacus : Where is he ?
Me : Woodlands
Abigail : TELL HIM TO BUY FOOD FOR US!


Abigail called him ,and things and things .

Then well yeah , we went back into the school , bought my things and etc .

Cicada called me after about 45mins-60mins , he's with Miyuki , outside of the school.
Went to grab them and get Cicada to buy the ticket .

things and things went on . Found Buddy . Until 7:30PM . We finally left .

Abigail left for home while the rest of us went to eat dinner at Causeway Point .
After that , we head to the Arcade for awhile before we left for home .



That's about it .
I bet your thinking right now :
Did you just rush after the 2nd half of the blog ?

Yep yep . I`m kinda tired . So I`m tried to summarize the whole thing . ~.~ Sorry .




FML ttm . I dunno what to do about her anymore .


12/13/2010 01:35:00 AM


Sunday, December 12, 2010


Good Morning .
I know right . XD .

Heading to Woodlands for EOY later .
Packed stuff .

Should be reaching there about 10:30AM-11AM .
Wahahahahahahaha .

Okay . See you . :) .


12/12/2010 09:04:00 AM


Saturday, December 11, 2010


The time now is 12:21AM , and once again . I`m gonna be a bastard and edit the time to 11:59PM Saturday .

Nothing really much happen .
Morning just went to Suntec City for STGCC .

Stayed there with Cicada,Lacus and Rest, taking pictures , walking around up down left right diagonal way too from morning till evening(about 7PM) .

After that went to my Cousin's store .... Or also can consider house .
Went home around 10PM .
Nothing much happen today . :) .



I bet your wondering why there's like , no conversation right ?
Because . I`m feeling guilty about certain things . And I don't wish to expose the convo , so yeah .



I`m letting more snakes into my hearts ._." .


12/11/2010 11:59:00 PM


Friday, December 10, 2010


Okay seriously , It's actually 1:34AM now . Which is Saturday !
So I`m gonna be a bastard and edit this time post to 2359 Friday . :)

Alright .
As I had said in the previous post , went to Rest's condo and stuff . blah blah blah .

We were suppose to meet at 12noon at Simei MRT .
But because I`m so pro I reached there 1hour later. 1PM .

Abigail , Cicada and Rest were there already . Hurhur .
Had lunch at this place called 'FairFood' . I guess ?
After that ... Rest decide to make a (according to what Cicada describe) 'Homemade food of love' . For Uguu . ~.~'' .

Then .. we went to Simei MRT to wait for some other peep :
Ven - The PCB guy
Rabidus - The Bishounen
Miyuki - Late comer

Ven arrived 1st then Rabidus .
Rest couldn't wait anymore so we went ahead to his house ... Deciding to guide Miyuki later when she arrived . ~.~" .

Anyway , reached .Colin and Zane(Colin's friend) were at the gate . Kinda put our things in Rest's house , then went down to swim ~

Swim , blah . Waterproof hair . Free-Live Shampoo Advertisement . Free-Live Po- Just kidding .
Soon , Miyuki arrived . And then she went to the toilet and change into her swimsuit bikini . Sexy . Hurhurhurhur . XD . Nvm .

Sooner or later though . Security guard come .
Yeah , don't forget this is a Condominium .
So obviously the rules are fuck up . ~.~'' .

After that we get out of the pool, went to the steam bath ... lol . It's so foggy I can't really see the peeps far from me . X| . Bathed and head out .

On the way back to Rest's house . Izumi arrived !
Too bad he couldn't get to swim . >.<

Went up , changed and stuff ...
Ven went to watch Amagami ep 23 . Miyuki joined in and watch .
I didn't wanna watch it because it's on online stream . So yeah . xD .

But then sooner or later i Joined them in watching . -.-''

Dadadadada ... After that do I noticed that Izumi went missing ...
Asked Rest , and he said Izumi went home ... what ? o.o?
Yeah ..

Did our stuff at Rest's house before heading off .. up and down , up and down ...
Took bus to Tanah Merah .. Though Abigail drop off at Simei MRT on the way .(She have other outing .) .

In the bus . An event happened(kinda rare, but yeah .) .

Ven got ... hmm . Rejected isn't the right word ... More like . eh .. He lose to a guy .
Because this guy confess to a girl Ven like/love and accepted this guy .
Ven received this sms from the girl . and well yeah . Ven cried on Miyuki lap .

It's normal alright , to be crying if things like that happen and you're not prepared for it .

By the time we reached Tanah Merah , he stopped crying , but he's still a bit down(obviously.)

Then we originally planned to take bus across the road ... But I can't remember who , but someone suggested that .. Since we're at Tanah Merah . Grab Izumi along with us . For-I-dunno-what-reason he went off just now . right ?
So yeah . A good idea . We went to outside of his house .. Rest suggested Miyuki to go and bring him.

Just in case you do not know ;
Izumi and Miyuki are in a relationship .
That's why they are called the Izumiyuki couple.


About 10-15mins later , Miyuki brought Izumi out . So yeah . :) Happy endi- shit , side-tracked again .

Anyway , we end up taking Train to Changi Airport .....

Went to Terminal 2 Macdonald , Meet Uguu , Lacus(SURPRISINGLY.) , Tako and Hayate .
Raymond arrived ! too ! XD .
We ate at Macdonald , then I see my watch ; 7:30PM .

Me:Hey Uguu , don't you need to check in ?
Uguu: What time it's now ?
Me: 7:30PM .
Uguu: Wah , okay okay . Let's go !
*Raymond help to carry his luggage *


Raymond followed him to check in while the groups wait somewhere at the side .

Then later , check in finish .... hurhurhur .
Group photos , the group did a lot of random things . I know right . ~.~'' .

Uguu went in soon ..
Everyone miss him .. to the extent of bodypalm on the glass panel when Uguu went past the gate . ~.~" .

After that . Everyone decide to remain at Changi Airport .
Lacus suggested we shall go to Terminal 3 since there's an Arcade there ..
....
FOR ONCE , I`M GONNA BLOODY SKIP THE TERMINAL 3 EVENT .
I MEAN IT . IT'S TOO . EPIC . FILLED WITH FACEPALMO . ~.~"

Well anyway .
In the middle of the event . I kinda stayed at a side and watched them so yeah .
I sms Janice , since she's the only I sms kinda . alot . and she isn't here.

Me: Free ? STGCC Over ?
*Phone vibrate non-stop . A phonecall ; from Janice.*
Me: Hello .. ?
Janice: Hihi, Yeah I`m at home and my parents are away , but becoming back soon . So instead of texting i will call instead !:3 .
Me: Ahh ... Okay ..
*Forget some things and stuff in between the convo.*
Me: So how was STGCC ?
Janice: Okay~ It's kinda ... well . Figurine , Cosplay competition --*Totally forget what she said.*
Me: I see . We are still at Changi Airport .. ~.~"
Janice: Wah . Have you guys sent the moe guy home ? Kya ~ I`m so gonna miss him ! He's so moe . >.<
Me: Hahas yeah . Now we are at Terminal 3... Playing around .. So I`m just sitting at the side watching them .
Janice: Why don't you join in ?
Me: Okay . Because ... Ven,Cicada and Miyuki is .. Playing the slide .. Re-Ian,Colin,Colin's friend,Izumi,Tako and Hayate is in the Zone-x playing some child game like Cooking Mama .
Janice: Uhhhhh . Okayyyy... ?
Me: Yeah ...
Janice: Hahas okay. *Frankly speaking I couldn't understand what she's saying here except for the last sentence*
Janice: I`m gonna hang up now .. Not the wrong method . Hahahas .
Me: Oka- *Hanged up* .


I felt like an idiot once again . ~.~"

Anyway . Alright .
Everyone decide to head home while some decide to overnight at Izumi's house(Is on demand.) .

Took the same bus as Ven ... Then a Jam at PIE because there's an accident .
Alighted at Pasir Ris and took 21 home sweet home . :) .




Yeah , that's pretty much about it ..
Though to be honest . About Ven's event , I can say .

It kinda infected me .


12/10/2010 11:59:00 PM




Man . It's Friday already .
Uguu flying back home .. And he will be back to Singapore ..
2 days before my birthday huh ...

So apparently , plan:
Go to Rest's house ... or rather . Condominium for swimming .
Meeting him at 12noon Simei MRT .
About 5pm , we will be going to Changi Airport to send Uguu off .
-Sigh-
__________________________________________________________________________
Now then , what happen yesterday(It's Friday now afterall) ?
Nothing much . Usual routine to Cineleisure .
Though before that . Surprisingly , Janice sms me ;
Janice : Going anywhere today ? D:
Me : O.o. Cine .
Janice : See you there then ;3
-Stun for a moment-
Me : Ah. Okay.

... Wut ? Well yeah , yada yada .
Then went to the bus stop , Cicada sms me ;
Cicada : Going town ltr ?
Me : Am going now .
Cicada : lol ok .


Reached Cineleisure .
Wongster, Hayate and Trick were there .
Played Technika(duh) .
Then after 1 round , Hayate was playing PIU . So I joined in. (Premium joint after all.) .
I can officially announce that :
I can constantly pass Allegro Con Fuoco; Crazy .
I can constantly pass Beethoven Virus; Freestyle .

Well okay , after that Yuki(Is a boy) came .

Okay , I reached Cine about 4pm .
Cicada arrived about 5pm .

He played PIU , duh . After that he went to play Technika .
Was busy playing Jubeat when he play PIU .

Janice came about 2hours later . Which is 7pm .
I know right , she sms(above) me about 3pm , and she arrived 4hrs later .
Though I guess she went shopping before coming Cine ... Considering the things she's carrying .
Probably items for her Cosplay on Friday,Saturday and Sunday(STGCC on F,Sa . EOY on Su) .

Well anyway . That's pretty much all the things happen .
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Okay now . Saddy's blog FAQ :
Q : Saddy! Why did you suddenly state the name of the girl you(originally) plan to confess?
A : Simple . Because . This blog was dead for .... about 7 months . So HARDLY anyone come to this blog . And my guess is that she obviously doesn't come to this blog . Because she . definitely. doesn't know about this blog .

Soo ... Those of you who always come to this blog to read my YES-I-GOT-A-ARCHIVE-FOR-THIS-MONTH post ... You must be very lucky . ~.~


12/10/2010 01:09:00 AM


Thursday, December 9, 2010



Picture explain a thousand of words .


12/09/2010 01:40:00 AM


Wednesday, December 8, 2010


Am at Izumi house .
Going home soon .

hurhur .
His house is the best alright . XD .
Sofa. <3 .


12/08/2010 10:49:00 PM




Hurhur ... ._."
1 Wavy/Curvy line on the left hand
2 Straight line on the right hand .

How unfair . My penknife that it . :\ .


12/08/2010 04:10:00 AM


Tuesday, December 7, 2010


I Passed Allegro Con Fuoco Crazy and Gargoyle Crazy again !
But this time , At Cine Machine . Player 1 . I`m like ... OMG ?!
Allegro Con Fuoco Crazy improved by 1%(which is alot .) - Highest as of now : 75%
Gargoyle 79% . o.o !

I`m like , so pro in PIU Pro 2 after not playing for quite awhile .


12/07/2010 11:21:00 PM





Nothing really much happen Yesterday(It's 1:01AM now) .

Went out about 6PM to Dbg to meet my Auntie and Izumi .

Then . Izumi helped me paste the custom sticker on to my Technika 2 card . Thanks alot ~ XD .

Met my Auntie soon . She bought my concession pass and top up my Ez-link card so I can probably last for the next 2 month(except the concession pass which is 1 month.) . :D

So well yeah , pretty much that's all for yesterday .


I do understand...Do I?


12/07/2010 01:01:00 AM


Monday, December 6, 2010


~.~ Since the post will be stating it's Monday (It's 4:30am now) , I`m gonna say yesterday .
Yesterday :
Hurhur . Celebrating Abigail's Birthday(5th Dec) and surprise Tako's Birthday(1st Dec) .
So well yeah .
Alarm as usual : 11:30AM , we're suppose to meet at Eunos MRT at 1PM . So I kinda took my own time . Because it's near my house (direct bus, reach in about 10/15mins/traffic dependent) .
So well yeah . Did my stuff . Whatever . Blah blah blah . Went there .
I don't expect myself to be the 1st to reach . So ...... Was wondering where's the group waiting . Unexpectedly , met Tako and Hayate when they're coming out . And then we saw the group waiting for us ... Though .... The group were : Colin,Janice,Cicada. Well yeah. CJC . How aweso- wait ,I made that up instantly on the spot now . Anyway ...

Uguu arrive later .. and Rabidus arrive after ...(Or was it Rabidus who arrive before Uguu?) .
PSP session for them.
Colin said Rest and Abi will be arriving about 1:30PM . If not we will go ahead to East Coast Park 1st ... *Stare at watch, 1:15PM* .... Die Rot .

All I did during the 15 Mins will be :

1.Make Cicada come.(You don't get the joke unless you have been with us.)
2.Ask someone for their PSP and play awhile .


1:30PM ~
*Stare at train controller* .....
*Call Rest*
Rest:Ya ho~
Me:Where are the both of you ?
Rest:In the train , reaching Eunos soon . Uhh . If you guys can't wait-
Me: We can wait.
Rest: Oh okay .
Me : See you~
*End call*
*To the group*
Me: Rest arriving
All(except me,and some peeps who is busy playing psp): Orh .

*Stareeeee at train controller*
*Saw Rest and Abigail coming out and walking toward us.*
*3.2.1.*
"Happy Birthday Song Theme to Abigail AKA Nariko(So in the case i accidentally use Nariko , it's Abigail.)"

Cicada pass something to Janice , and Janice pass it to Abigail . It's a birthday present .
Janice : It's from Me~,Cicada~ and Colin~ .(So simply it's like . meee,cicadaaaa and colinnnn)
Hayate : Why don't you open it .
Abigail : Okayyy .
*open*
Abilgail : Omg!~

Well the b'day present is a necklace(stupid+poor ppl is poor, but 3 smart+poor peeps is rich. Why ? 1 person no money , combine 3 person , got money.).
And then ...

We went to East Coast Park .
On the way to taking bus 13 outside of Eunos MRT , Rest/Ian(Same case as above) mention that , Tako and Abigail are Futa , the only pure 1 is Janice . (lulwut?)
Janice and Abi : What's Futa ?
Rest : Ask Saddy , since he go to Fakku almost everyday .
Me : You don't wanna know .
Janice : TELL ME .
Me : It's best for you not to know .
Janice : I DON'T CARE !
Me : Really ?
Janice : Yeah .
Me : Okay . Basically ,(yeah I`m actually writing what it means so at least you also wanna understand what's Futa.) it's like . A female , who happen to have a Penis .
Janice : ... Oh ... OH ... Okay ...
Rest : Wow , you told her .
Me : Well , it usually only happen when a female drink a futa potion though .
Rest : LOL , SADDY , YOU'RE AN EXPERT . YOU READ TOO MUCH DOUJINSHI(Unofficial Manga) ALREADY .
Me : ~.~

While on the topic , Saw Bus 13 , right in front of us . About to leave ..
Me: IT'S BUS 13 . RUN .
*Everyone behind...*
All(except me and rest, and because they are too far...) : *Mumble Mumble Mumble*
Rest : EVERYONE BUS 13 IS HERE ALREADY !
Me : It' leaving ~
*Everyone board the bus*

I totally forgotten what happen in the bus other than me passing Ian his EOY Ticket .

*Everyone alighted the bus*
**walk walk walk to ECP**
*Stare*
It's a group of birds eating bread !
Me : CICADA ! GO ! HOBO THE BREAD!
Cicada : NO ! -.- !

*Under path way/Down slope*
Rest : COLIN ! DO A BARREL ROLL !
Colin*Take out stuff from pocket and passed to someone*
Colin: BARREL ROLL!
*Bang*
Well yeah , his head crash to the wall .
Rest : THIS SHOULD BE IN FAILBLOG!

Went to Macdonald , have our lunch there .
I remembered I have a ton of Macdonald's monopoly coupons . So well yeah .
I throw all of them out on to the table ...
*Cicada and Colin.. *EYE SPARKLE* Effect*
*Take and see all the coupon for instant win stuff.*

Bought Mcspicy upsize meal for $5.50 . Wondering why , and look at the watch . oh right , it's Mcvalue .

Janice and Abi are like . very poor , so they have their own homemade lunch .
Cicada and Colin ..... Well . *Point on top* No money obviously .
Rest , Uguu and Rabi . No idea . Different table , though not far , but I didn't pay attention to them .
Hayate and Tako , got money . :)

Helix/Ven(same case as above above) and Azure/Raymond(same case as above above) arrived ~ hurhurhur .

Before we left ... I noticed my 1st day of 2010 memory .
My 1st meal was Hotcake at ECP Macdonald .
I sat at the Sofa area when I was having it . hurhur .

Anyway , we left . Me , Janice , Colin and Abigail went to rent bicycle .........
The others are wols behind abit . So we went ahead with ourselves .

So we went ahead . Abi is always cycling very fast . Colin was try to catch up to her .
Me and Janice taking our own sweet time though Janice sometime speed up and such . ~.~
The bicycle kinda went out of my control and nearly injured myself(I sense trouble , so I somehow manage to prevent myself getting injured.) . Well yeah . Things happen .

After I fell . hmm .. I lost sight of Abigail . Well who cares . She always infront .
Then , Rest and Ven were ridding on the double-seat bicycle(or Couple bicycle to say it understandable.) speeding up behind us , and well . Over took me and Janice . and Probably Colin . And they probably caught are with Abigail soon . After Rest and Ven over took us , Raymond and Cicada (also on the Couple bicycle) also over took us , and repeat .

And la la la .
Me and Janice overheard someone shouting to another person ..
DO YOU NEED PETROL ?!

Both of us literally went . Wut ?
So well yeah . Those peeps who-are-in-racing-speed made a U-turn , so after we saw everyone made a U-turn , we follow suit . duh .

Maybe I should just end the 1st part of the bicycle-riding here .
Basically what happen after that is we went a u-turn , cycle back , go to the other end .

Now then , I stopped , Because someone called me(It's vibrating) .
*Stare ; Miyuki*
Me : Ello ~
Miyuki : Saddy~ Where are you guys ?
Me : Cycling ..
Miyuki : ah ....
Me : Where are you ?
Miyuki : East Coast Park ..
Me : Tell me your surrounding ...
Miyuki : Some sort of .. Arcade , Macdonald area .
Me : Oh ah okay . Do you know where's the bicycle renting shop ?
Miyuki : I .. Think so .
Me : Ah .. Okay , It's just right beside a roller blading renting shop .
Miyuki : I`m at a Inline skating park(or something like that)
Me : Ah okay , in front of you should have a shop full of bicycle , wait for me there . I will come fetch you .
Miyuki : Okay ~ See you ~
*End call*
*Shout to Colin who is waiting right way in front of me*
Me : COLIN ~
Colin : ?
Me : I go back and fetch Miyuki ~ You two go ahead ~
Colin : Okay ~
*Cycle back*

*Saw Miyuki , but got interrupted by another phone call*
*Stare ; Cicada*
Me : Ello~
Cicada : Where are you guys ?
Me : I`m fetching Miyuki , Colin and Janice went ahead . Where are you guys ?
Cicada : Burger King
Me : Oh-WAIT WHAT ?! Ok ok , I suggest you call Colin or Janice . They cycle .. abit far already .
Cicada : Okay
*End call*

Went to fetch Miyuki to the Burger King ... And ..
I totally didn't expect Hayate trying to learn how to roller blade .... with Rest as the guider ... Totally the wrong way . /facepalm .

*Spoke to Cicada*
Me : Did you call them ?
Cicada : They didn't pick up their phone .
Me : Ah ..
**Dial Colin**
**No respond**
**Dial Janice**
**No respond**
Me : I`ma go chase after them .
Rabidus : Waittt , I follow you .
Me : Okay~
*After a couple of .. Yaoi(Boy and Boy) events , I finally decided to make a move with Rabidus holding on the my shoulder while he roller blade ... Though he doesn't use any energy other than trying to remain balance.*

~Cycle~
Oh , saw them . (Toilet area)
-Slow break-
Me : Eh ~ Everyone's at Burger King .
Janice : Huh ? At Burger King ?
Me : Yeah .
Janice : Okay , I wanna take a rest first .
Sit sit .
tadatada .
Drink canned drink (there's a vending machine about right beside of the toilet.).
Next we know is we saw a few of naked little kids(with towel on/off/swinging) .
Well yeah . stuff . happen .

-Time check : 5:41AM-
Why am I always writing long post now ? -die-

Anyway , after awhile . went back .
So . an epic scene :
Cycle cycle cycle
*Curve ahead , Curve ahead*
Rabidus who is still holding on to my shoulder nearly lost his father day ......
Why ?
Because of that curve , I kinda abit actually made a huge turn with minor break .. though i think the break went abit imba . SOOOO ... He .. well . I guess he's like 2 cm away between his father day and the Tyre ..

Went back , find that they're not at Burger King . Called Cicada ....
Me : Where are you guys ?
Cicada : Bicycle renting shop .
Me : Okay .
*End call*
weee ~ headed there . so yeah .
So , Miyuki rent a Roller blade . yup yup .
Tako and Uguu went missing . No idea though , so other than those 2, we went ahead and cycle 1st .
This time I have Miyuki holding on to me ....

I`m not going on the whole event of what happen . So I`m gonna try to summarize .

Cycle . Wooh. Yeah .
Then then . I dunno what happen , Miyuki suddenly lost her balance ,putting weight on my left shouder, and I have to emergency put a Slow break to prevent us falling.. and her hand getting twisted(It will happen if I do a instant break, I will lose my father day too btw . And yes . I have one .) . Though she nearly felled . Well . hurhur . XD Nothing really happen~

5PM . we went to return our bike . and roller blade etc.
Rest for awhile and also waiting for Tako and Uguu (Now seriously where did they go?) .
Oh right , Izumi also arrived . So late . hurhur . He didn't get to roller blade. Wahahahahahaha .

Well after we rest , Rest decide to bring us to a place where there's aircon for us to continue resting . So well yeah . On the journey there ..... We stop by at Macdonald again , for some peep to buy drink or need the toilet . Oh wait . Before Macdonald is Cotton Candy ...... Yeah Cotton Candy . Colin bought , and peeps hobo . As expected . :) But I didn't eat it any way . So yeah . Who cares .

Okay . After Macdonald , we continue our journey ... Then ...
There's this .... Rope? in a chain-like way with 2 far apart pole ......
Some peeps decide to do parkour . Like our best ninja Izumi . so well yada yada ...
Janice decide to do a parkour , but failed epicly .I know right .
-ACTION!-
*Runrunrun*
*Jump!*
POWER : Too low

Body get in contact with the rope and she landed and kept moving ... With the rope still on the body . I went ahead and LOL WHAT JUST HAPPEN ?!
-FAIL-

Then still got 1 more again infront of us .
This time ... Abigail jump , I`m right beside her .
-ACTION!-
*Hop up and down*
*Hop up and down 1 more time and charge .... While stepping my right leg...*
*JUMP!*
POWER : Perfect
-SUCCESS-

This must be retribution for laughing at Janice just now huh .. I pity my right leg . ._."

-Time check : 6:14AM-

The destination was ...
an Arcade .. WITH SUPER OLD GAME . I SWEAR .
ME AND CICADA WERE STARING AT A MACHINE . IT'S DRAGON BUBBLE!(or something like that.) LOL . OLD MEMORIES .
Rabidus : Everyone is releasing their childhood's gaming here .

So well yeah . I played that dragon bubble alone .
And then played DDR -7th mix- with Janice . and . well . yeah , just like that . Don't go getting any wrong idea .

We left , for Parkway Parade .
Mangkok apparently , is waiting for us at the Arcade for 1h 30mins . -.-" .
well then . When we were reaching Parkway Parade , Rest went to bring Janice to a bus stop cause she leaving to *according to what Cicada say* meet her brother(blood or not no idea , don't care.) . Bye ~

Rest came back , and we went ahead to Parkway Parade .
No idea what the hell happen , so we just went to KFC . and eat . apparently , there's no place . so yeah .

After we ate . Ven,Rest and Mangkok went outside to settle the cakes while we are still inside talking and stuff . sooner or later, Ven came back in to signal us the cake are ready .
So yep . we went ...
-Happy birthday song theme to Abigail and Tako- .
Had fun and stuff
After everything . It's 9pm , so Rest gave us 2 option :
1.Go home
2.Go up to the Arcade and slack until it close(10pm) .

Well .. we went with option 2 . so yeah .
Epic win .
The Technika machine there is dusty and laggy . Probably because the Timezone staff didn't bother to maintain it since it's deserted(hardly anyone play it here) .

After that , we went to Cheers . stuff . Go home .
Cicada overnight my house , so he's in my house right now ...
-Time check:6:33AM-
Sleeping . XD .

Anyway , on the way home . chat with Cicada about certain stuff . *hinthint : Rant post*
Then , someone sms me . Unexpected person though . so well yeah . So I`m like talking to Cicada while smsing her .

THAT'S IT . ~.~

Long post again . FML .
hurhur . Alright . See you guys . soon .


12/06/2010 04:31:00 AM


Sunday, December 5, 2010


~.~ What should I do ? ~.~
Wish I can ignore her forever ..
In the end , I have to face it . Ugh ..
*Disli- wait , this is not Facebook . ughhh . D: .


12/05/2010 12:43:00 AM


Saturday, December 4, 2010



Childhood cartoon picture huh .


12/04/2010 01:08:00 AM


Thursday, December 2, 2010


http://www.facebook.com/permalink.php?story_fbid=114239111971618&id=100001406921011


12/02/2010 01:00:00 PM




Fuck My Life .
Oh wait , i say it again .
Sorry , really can't sleep . I dunno why . :\ .

So here's another 1 in a long while long post .. I hope not .

Even though I`m not confessing to her anymore as I stated in a post before this .......
Nvm , let's not get there .
Now I`m getting quite interested you see ...
SINCE WHEN was I so affected by infatuation . Really . I don't know when it was the last time I actually EVER gotten affected by infatuation so badly .. Or rather , it never happen before .
I had a lot of infatuation , but never had I been this affected .
Since when did I ever started having infatuation for her ?
The 1st time I met/saw her was with the Tech crew , at DbG , sometime early August(probably before National Day) , when Technika 2 just recently released .
Honestly , that time . I didn't really know who she is until Izumi(I guess) say bouncing sheep or something like that , so I know who she is in the end . Rainbow sheep, bouncing sheep , sheepy , Jan-chan . Well yeah , she does have a lot names . And apparently she have the same birthday as Val-wait , what am I talking about . Okay well I still know who is .. And okay , I say she DOES look cute the 1st time i saw her , but I`m always been seeing cute appearance 1st time that I`m actually used to this kind of 'infatuation' feeling(I know , just try figuring out what I`m saying at the bolded part.) .

During that day , Smiles asked what her age . She's 15 , Smiles remembered me been 14(Yeah I`m happy ! Someone remembered), and with Izumi , tease me to hook with her ... And I gave them the ... *Wut?* face . While she gave the ... *huh?o.o?* face .
Yeah , I totally . Seriously . Have . No . Interest feeling . For . Her .

The next time I saw her again was at Natsumatsuri Festival , but not long though . Just went to say hello only along with the Tech crew that were talking to her before entering the Festival .

After that ? I can't remember anymore . Which leading me to oblivion , why did I suddenly grew feeling for her ? I realize it too late . I killed myself this time . :\ .

Every time now and then , I tend to ... well , walk away from her/my sight . Yeah . I know . Something like . Coward feeling . But as if it matter . If can't be helped but she have to be in my sight , I mostly will just be keeping quiet . Yep . I think quite a few of the Tech Crew saw me in that 'Emo' state when we went for dinner a few weeks ago . Tch ..

Because of me saying few weeks ago . about 1 and a half month ago . Remember what I posted in October ? Something happen then . And because of that , I actually kinda get quite a few number of peoples to chat with me when I`m alone until I`m at least at home or at Cine . Janice was 1 of the few peeps . And then one day , she just asked me random questions , like . Why do i like Flat chest girls(I`m a lolicon if you still don't know by now .)? and etc. etc.
Then suddenly out of the blue she asked . "Why do you like me?" (While the you=Saddy, me=Janice) .
Why do she know I like her ? Because I always . well . You know ? SMS buddy . So I just decided to add in a phrase when she's busy/going to sleep. Which is "I <3 you" . Well yeah , it was for fun though . Make things to heat up . Anyway , how am I suppose to answer that out of the blue ? So , 1st , I replied... "shit..." , then after a few secs I replied "I dunno , just like you?"(Can't remember the exact sentence I said , but well yeah . It's something about this line.) . After a few message from her and me , she replied "See , you can't anyhow say you like me." Which made me learn my lesson on about the "I <3 you" . So well yeah , I replied "O.. Hahas , I feel like I just got rejected without even asking you out." . And after I sent that message , I reached Cine(was on the way to Cine) , and sent another message about I reached Cine . Though that didn't made her stop smsing for 2 or 3 more . The message were about how she is making me feeling like 'this' now . So those aren't important to be in the blog ...

Time check - 4:32AM .. WAIT WHAT ?!
Well I still can't sleep , so I`m gonna continue writing(Damn , I could really be a writer . I have a story on my Pri.4 Maple Love Story , My own Love in my Dream , and now this.)

Okay . I think , about a few weeks later . Me , Miyuki and Izumi were on the way home . We took circle line cause .. We are , frankly , just too lazy . :D . So we sat . And talked . blah blah blah . Then I can't remember how it is lead to what Izumi question me ... "Eh Saddy , you like Janice ah ?" .. When I unconsciously answered "Ya." without hesitation ... ~Silence..~ "WAIT HUH ?" . -.-" I swear I can be a Anime character then .
But then Miyuki and Izumi cheer me on trying to ask her out and etc....
When I alighted at Eunos and took the bus home . I smsed them " Thanks for just now.." . So yeah , I just did another lies . How good am I ? :) .

But probably , because of this lies I made , I got myself into the situation I`m in now . I`m in between 'infatuation' and 'love' . Combine and u get 'inlove' . Wait , that's random .

Hurhur . I`m don't feel good at all can . :\ . And I think , if I remember correctly . This scene happen AFTER the day about Janice and mine convo and before the convo with me,Miyuki and Izumi in the train .
At Cine . The group there were . Me , Mangkok , Buddy , Lacus , Rest , Izumi , Eden(i think he did come), Uguu(I think he did come too) and Janice . On that day , before we even went down for dinner , I`m already in daze, Because of the incident(Day since the incident happen : 3) . I dunno why , but I suddenly got affected by the incident despite the Tech crew's peeps are around . Then on the way to have our dinner at LJS(Mangkok suggested) , I walked behind the groups , slowly going into tears . 1 by 1 . I needed time alone . So I sat at a corner , but I guess it never really work . Because people will always pester you "What happen?" or sit with you . and things . blah blah blah . Well . Human automatic system i guess .
Janice suggested I should go to her funeral at least(she's the 1st one to know among the Tech crew , or else she won't be smsing all this while.) , I thought that true .. So I called Jing Kai(He called me on that day that he went to ___'s funeral) and asked where it's held .. But unfortunately .. It's already over . Gah . Fuck . I`m always side tracking . :\ . But maybe this story probably relate . hurhur . I dunno . :\ .

Time check - 5:00AM ... -.-"

Alright , even though I still can't sleep . I shall end thi- WAIT , THIS IS ALONG BLOODY LONG POST . Ah wdv , I`m end this post now . I`m probably gonna go Facebook/Touhou/Stepmania .

See you soon ...


12/02/2010 03:55:00 AM


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